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The past few months I've been focusing on internal change and healing.
My life IS a reacuring dream.
From one day to the next I go about moving in the same patterns I dreampt the day before... and trying to become aware of these patterns and taking control of my dream have become my main goal. If I cannot acchieve this then I can never have what is mine; A Life of free will and Love.
Five years from now will be 2012.
Five years from now is a long time.
Five years from now is a short time.
Five years from now is no time.
There is no time but Now, and now.... and now.... and now...
I want to love everyone as I love you. Everything as I love you... I Am you and I love who I am.... and we are God and God is the only thing worth loving more than anything....
I have to rememeber this, its so easy to become used to reality... no matter the reality... as humans we forget that change is contantly happenning in all things but the truth.
Not that God sitting in some unattainable heaven of the future.
Not the "Christian God"
But that God that is in all things rigth here and now in this Heaven, this is my God and that God is not seperate from me, I am not seprerate from God. Your God too. All things are pointing to truth . why are we choosing not to see?
Is it too obvious?
There is only Love. There is only God. There is only Us. There is only Existance. There is only Void. They are all the same and can't be defined and can only just be.
Ramblings of words that mean nothing once they leave the exierience in my mind the moment they were expierienced.
Don't listen to me. I am a liar if you believe anything I say without expeiriencing it for yourself. Listen to yourself no one else, only consider what others say, and the signs you lead yourself to.
The Liar in you. The Saint. The God. The Human. The Female. The Male. The Child...
Everything you see is a reflection of who you are. Everything you feel is a messege to yourself from yourself as God. Every person you pass. Every hatefull thought. Every wrong doing that make you cry out in anger, sadness, whatever...
We are all selfish. God is selfish to have created existance as a way of acknowleging itself... It's not wrong. Nothing is wrong.
How can we hate when there are no wrongs?
How can we become angry at another for being selfish when its us being selfish in getting angry?
Are we really that hipocritical? Or, are we just dreaming and unaware that the only reason we get angry is because we have those traits that we are getting angry about in our own selves. If thats the case we never truly are angry at another person, only at ourselves. We are never let down by anyone but ourselves. Never hurt by anyone other than ourselves.
Lets stop doing this to ourselves. We only hold our selves back. We only Control our own dreams and no one elses so why are we so hard on ourselves?
We are devine. We are God's children We are eachothers children. We are family. We are alone. We are never seperate. All these things are true for me.
All things are connected and eveything in your life you've wanted in it. Everything in your life God has given. If you are tired of hurting... stop wanting to. If you are tired of the killing, stop killing in your hearts. If you want peace, have it inside yourslef, If you want to love.... LOVE in your heart with no exceptions or conditions or expectations.... otherwise it is not love you have only an illusion.
If we weren't meant to live, we would not be here.
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My life facts now for those who really love.
I have a house I rarely stay in, a cat who loves unconditionally, a job that pays the bills. No car. A bicycle. I live in the stillness for the most part until life reminds me to keep growing because I'm physically existing as well. Life IS and always will be no matter what we do to ourselves, or nature does to us, it's all the same.
I know everything, but forgot most of it on the way through that tunnel of light 25 years ago. It's all coming back farely quickly and one of these days... and only when that day is present will my physical mind understand what my non physical self has never forgotten.
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